Friendship or ... ?

Assalamualaikum guys .
Today I would like to share my opinion about a great relationship .
Today I'll take about a great relationship , not a love relationship but more than that called friendship .

What is friend ?
People who are always with you , talk , play , hang out with you .

Then what is bestfriends ?
They will always with you whether you are up or down .

Then what is friendship ?
It's a relationship , between two/many person . They do understand each other , they do trust each other , always make me feeling perfect . They can cheer me whenever we are together . There is a link between us , I don't actually know what it is and the link cannot be seen by eyes but I can feel it . It's such a great feelings that can link us . That's strong feelings make us be together forever after , wherever we go , even if we're split .

Firstly , after I found out that my bestfriend is no more bestie for me , I thought that all people are same , cannot be trusted . But I was trying to fix it , trying to turn back time and be back together with my ex-bestie . I failed . My ex-bestie is too busy with her new gang and I was too busy with my koko . We're still together but I can feel the gaps between us . I'm sad , very sad untill I cry . I cry everyday . Is it my fault ? Is it my fault there are gaps between us ?

Time goes by , months after the incident . I still can't find a new bestie neither be back together with my ex-bestie .One of my weakness is I have many friends but I don't have any bestfriend .

A bestfriend for me is not someone that always with you up and down but someone more special than that who I can trust , forever after being my friend .

Now , I can't find the real bestfriend (can't feel the link yet to anyone) . I'm blind . I forgot that I have a great friendship , a friendship that never care about ages , we act like a family , I mean a big family with different parents . After that meeting , I can feel it , the link that I'm searching for . I don't care if we're a big family , we're still can be bestfriend .

Now I realise , I have bestfriends . Bestfriends are always cheering me up , sourheart is the nearest . (I used to call her sourheart)

I have mistaken . For a long time , I thought I'm searching for bestfriends but I'm actually searching for a friendship .

For me , "friend" , "bestfriend" , "good friend" , "friendship" are different .

Everone have their own thought about a relationship .
I'm not perfect and will never perfect :)